worst mom ever!

dear indy,


i am so sorry i have been spraying floride up your nose instead of saline. good thing the doctor says you'll make it through your mom's careless mistake. i really do love you even though your burning nostrils might make you think otherwise.

love,

mommy

I LOVE MARE-BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST WANTED TO LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MY LITTLE SIS. SHE IS THE BEST! SOMETIMES I HAVE DREAMS ABOUT HER AND IT MAKES ME MISS THE SMELL OF HER FLOWERY HAIR. I LIKE TO STARE AT HER DURING FAMILY PRAYERS TOO WHILE NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE ME. SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!!!
I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH MARE-BEAR!

new haircut

a few people wanted me to post a picture of my new haircut. here you go!

ok so i know this is super super lame to add more stuff to why i love jason after i already made a long list but i forgot one of the main reasons i fell in love with him and thought maybe, just maybe i could marry this kid. wanna know? he has a book of rules! not kidding. not just any rules. rules rules. like one that stands out is rule #32 "Under no circumstance should 2 men ever share an umbrella." who wouldn't fall in love with someone who makes up his own book of rules.

Me: Drew, do you like my haircut?
Drew: Yeah. You look like a chicken.
Me. Thanks.

4 Years

For a while i didn't think i'd ever get married because i didn't think my perfect man existed. He does and i found him. I love you Jas. Happy 4 year!

I love Jason because....

-he doesn't have a mean bone in his body (except toward cute, innocent bunny rabbits)

-he is such a good dad and the boys love him

-he can always make me laugh

-he has spent money he has been saving to get a tool or toy on me

-he will randomly say "you're hot babe." (no matter what i'm wearing or doing)

-he does not hold grudges

-he doesn't look at other girls. even when i point one out he says "eh, they're ok" even though they are drop dead gorgeous

-he will do anything for me

-he is the hardest worker

-he will say the most hilarious inappropriate things (you'd just have to be there)

-he is so much fun to be with

-he is a manly man

-he is so positive and likes everybody

-he is good at everything he does and is very humble about it

-he's an amazing skiier

-he is very patient

-he is a worthy priesthood holder

-he loves kids

-he loves me

-i love him because i could go on forever about why i love him. i am one lucky girl. thank you for an amazing four years.

saturday night

long bath
+
cap'n crunch
+
no kids
+
in bed by 8:00
=
best night of my entire life. well, almost.

Drew: "mommy will you put my shoes on?"
Me: "sure" (i struggle putting his shoes on while holding indy)
Drew: "freak mom!"
Me: "drew we don't talk like that. it's not nice."
Drew: "ok mommy. when i'm a daddy i say oh my freaking crap like daddy."
Me: ......crap.